Famous...Almost

Standing in the gap

Between an atmosphere to gain

And an abyss to fall away

My mind is spinning, almost drowning

Waiting for the special chance

When my world meets heart

To make do the moment of change

Circling. In a sea of darkness.

No one gets me.

And I can’t pray enough to make them understand.

Hear me. Here I am, me. And there you go.

What a lonely, miraculous place.

Black. White. Yellows. And Reds.

Yet, my shade is still grey,

Living faithfully.

Fruitfully.

And full of blame.